so, it's ridiculous how busy you can be when you throw a wedding into the mix. just fyi.
cake, fabric, flowers, food, uh...invitations, meetings galore--it's something every weekend. don't get me wrong, it's actually pretty fun, but i'm wondering what on earth i ever did before i started planning this bad boy.
work at work is work, and hours seem longer lately since i've been less busy in the office and more antsy to get my "extracurriculars" done. i have, however, gotten a slight foothold in the door of bumping myself into marketing-dom...maybe. well, at least my nervous, background murmurings have been made a little clearer and i'm being kept in the loop a little more. maybe my opinions will strengthen so i can start to matter a little more soon. i don't know. it's definitely something i want and need to grow into, but it's kind of awkward-going. i really do have to prove myself, and i'm worried that what i want to prove might not be quite where anyone wants it to be. sure, i'm smart on paper, but do i really have enough to offer?
in the meantime, i've been spending my evenings trying to work on a couple side projects. logos are all the rage on my laptop, and while they're not disney world-exquisite, i'm kind of proud of what i'm working on. now, if i could just get a little quicker and a lot sharper.
so, time to go look those art projects over for a few more minutes so i can catch some shut-eye. funny how the longer you've been in a routine, the longer you tend to sleep in (after a while, you really start to know exactly how little time you can get away with when it comes to washing your hair and zipping 10 (?) miles down the road).
anyway. i'm kind of tired, and i swear that my computer screen keeps swaying back and forth. onward with my plans.
goodnight.
