Six minutes 'til 11:00 on a Sunday night...you know what that means; another short post.

i really shouldn't let myself stay up this late when i basically have to slap myself to get out of bed every morning. last week, i was particularly exhausted. i blame my boyfriend, the internet, and paying no attention whatsoever to the fact that i have an obligatory appointment 5 days a week to go make some money.

so, i'm sure i probably didn't write anything about this, but brad recently (2 weeks ago) started a summer internship at volvo. in maryland.

he lives in pennsylvania during the week, but comes home every friday (so far). it's slightly bearable, but i can't wait until august. the stupid sunday tears always prove it.

so, anyway. there's one of my summer burdens for you. that, and the fact that i'm probably going to be moving out around august or september. we'll see how that goes.

oh, oh, oh, big sigh. this weekend was wonderful--impromptu, "spontaneous" trips to the lake that take over an hour to initiate and a combined $70 to finance, cartoons about toys, and lots of green beans. inappropriate movies that you laugh at anyway, fires that are sort of big enough, and dogs that don't seem to know the difference between people who love them and people who are driven crazy by them. and of course, the struggle to hold on to bits of time as they fly past like lightning bug torpedoes. i've never been so happy (despite it being smushed in between lots of anxiety). i am amazed by how much i can feel.

work is good, work is the same. work is people who are fun to be around, but who can also up and leave at the drop of a hat, whether it's literally or just throwing all sense of common decency out that window. most days are fine, but some are a complete pain. but i guess that's to be expected.

hmmmm. another sigh.

and look, now it's 4 minutes AFTER 11. too late for me--i wore myself out last week and over the course of this weekend, and it's time that i got a little bit of sleep reimbursement for myself. it wasn't really as short of a post as i meant it to be, but it was confusing and informative enough for now. and it'll have to do until i start feeling the ambition to be straightforward (or obnoxiously vague) all over again.



goodnight.